ok so there's this new guy...
& he like, has my heart twirled around his fingers!

& his name is jordan lippard...
he goes to west...
& i'm his date from military ball!

i haven't had so much drama in my life in a while...

i don't know what roger's problem is?!
if you don't know what i'm talking about then...

too bad!
b/c that is a long ass story..

for those who know, feel priveledged... lmfao!

crying won't help...
i know...

but still it's all i can do...
i love how i haven't seen roger since wednesday...
i also love talkin' to a fuckin' voice mail all the damn time...
not!!!!!!!

i would be nice to see & actually talk to my boyfriend sometime...
i get tired of hearing, "hey it's roger. leave it, okay. later."

fuck...
well i'm definetly talking to him about it when he gets here...

i have never felt this way before... i don't know what to do...

i think i love roger... but then again all i can do recently is think of someone else... but then again i know that roger will always treat me right... but then again all i can do is cry about this problem & i know that ain't helping any...

i know that don't need to leave roger for this guy... for that matter any guy...
but recently, like all weekend, all i've done is cry...

what does it mean when you love somebody so much it hurts...
omg, i don't know what my problem is... (& i'm not even on my period...)

HOLA MY PEEPS.

i rock

you suck

& i love GOD! & ROGER! & Kasi!

yayayyayayayayay!